Posted by sunkistcat79 on January 6, 2009, at 11:20:54
In reply to Re: new and VERY VERY VERY depressed, posted by bleauberry on January 5, 2009, at 18:13:45
Hi and thank you for your kind and detailed response.
What is most noticeable is your statement that the possible memory loss from ECT would be welcomed. Most people don't get that. At this point, that is the main reason I"m thinking of doing it. My memory is too intense and I have too many and too vivid memories or everything painful....and no matter how much I meditate, take drugs and exercise, they don't diminish.Unfortunatley, I have been to 3 non-allopathic type doctors and had EXTENSIVE blood work, saliva testing, urine testing, and other types of diagnostic energy work. I believe lead, mercury, lyme disease have been ruled out. Anyways, I even did a homeopathic mercury cleanse.
I have done metamatrix tests with saliva and urine for a bunch of things.
I went 100 PERCENT clean from gluten (and yes, I didn't eat at restaurants or eat any packaged food that didnt' specifically state GLUTEN FREE as I know all the hidden sources) dairy and eggs after a test showed some sensitivity to those items. However, I was still hospitalized during those times. In total, I did this for 2 years. It sucked. Especially when I was at the hospital.
The other thing I didn't mention in my initial post is that I have also recently been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. This is, theoretically, not a biological condition. I have done the recommended treatment twice now with no results either time. I even started it up again on my own at third time - I was so committed.
As for my Thyroid, there was something way off on my Reverse T3 (I think it was called). I took a pill for that (I forget now as my brain is addled due to the depression and the pills are back where I used to live - and I am no longer there). It didn't help. The syndrome was called Wilson's Thyroid Syndrome. I had to take my temperature all the time.
I've had many combinations of psychotropic medications.
I'm sure I've been on all of those supplements as many of my supplements were combinations of items.Even though most of the things you mentioned have been unsuccessful for me, I still very much appreciate your suggestions. Maybe the further information I provided will spark a new idea from you or someone else.
thank you,
Sunkistcat79
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