Posted by Susan47 on September 20, 2005, at 19:34:29
In reply to Re:my love for T., posted by bird in the sky on September 19, 2005, at 13:20:36
Wow. I've called my T's machine crying, but never in that state, that seems really asking for emotional trouble, I mean, not that feeling this way about a therapist isn't emotional trouble all on its own, it's just that it seems like right off the bat that would be addictive, sex is one of those things I think we have to be so careful about, because it feels so good and learning to relate it to doing something like that, might carry a strong possibility of creating an embarrassing and unfulfillable addiction ... ouch
And it's so personal, the sounds you make when you're having an orgasm it just feels like they shouldn't be shared over the phone, or with someone without their consent and knowledge, but then I guess one might say the same thing about crying, about sobbing, or leaving your deepest, most personal thoughts in that position ... alone, to be heard by whoever, at the mercy of their ears at whatever time they want to conjure that, to be at the mercy of someone who isn't in the moment.
Kind of like being drunk when everybody else is sober.
It's embarrassing.
Only, you're not drunk. You're in your "normal" state.
I mean, at this time in your life, what you're doing is You, right?I hope you find someone real to replace the machine.. and me, too :)
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