Posted by happyflower on December 30, 2005, at 11:30:08
In reply to Re: I called him » LadyBug, posted by happyflower on December 29, 2005, at 15:53:56
I am still a bit shaken. Seeing that cold expression has me scared that I am going to be on the other end of that someday. I know he said it had nothing to do with me, it was his own anxiety about his appointment, but his abruptness really got to me. I don't like that side I saw of him, it is frightening to me.
It makes me wonder if he is being genuine with me or he just faking that he likes to talk to me like a performer fakes a smile to an audience. Is he pretending to like me because it is his job to do so, and when therapy is over, he is going to discard me like a piece of trash and be cold to me if he sees me again. I plan on telling him my thoughts about this, it might be hard for him to hear, because he did mess up, and knowing he hurt me. But then again, does he really care? Or is that fake too? He has never told me he cares? He won't answer those type of questions because I am just a number like every one of his clients.
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