Posted by Susan47 on January 6, 2006, at 18:33:58
In reply to At some point, you just have to let go » Susan47, posted by orchid on January 5, 2006, at 22:57:02
Yes, I agree.. on this level it makes no sense at all. But on some emotional level it isn't that easy to forget.. I can't forgive him, for how he made me feel. The thing is, maybe I can't forgive him because I feel so bad about the way I was treated, the way he perceived me, and I need some resolution in the way of acknowledgement and apology. I feel extremely angry I'm not getting that from him, because I worry and I mean really, he shouldn't get away free from something like this. Even now he probably thinks he didn't deserve all the phone calls I left on his machine, but that is his ignorance and it bothers me on a really deep level, because I see it as a grave injustice. I do. I really really do.
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