Posted by fairywings on May 18, 2006, at 9:26:39
In reply to I don't want to go see my T. Tomorrow, posted by LadyBug on May 18, 2006, at 1:18:56
(((ladybug)))
Like serenall, I can feel the pain in what you've written. I hope you'll go to your appt. even if you don't feel like doing anything else. Just seeing her and sitting with her might help.
Are the feelings you have inside deep in the pit of your stomach and heart? And crying from your very center? Do your daughters know how you're feeling? Is there anyone to comfort you? Friends? I wish I could give you a hug, and be there for you. You are worth it ladybug. I hope can keep your daughters in mind when you're feeling at your worst, they need you, and please know you're not a loser mom - You've raised two wonderful daughters. You're a sweet, kind, thoughtful person, you're worth it.
About tomorrow...If you sit in the parking lot won't you wish later you'd been in with her? Can you tell her what you wanted to do instead, and see what she says?
It would feel good to be hugged and held by your T.
fw
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