Posted by toojane on January 25, 2007, at 15:53:11
In reply to what keeps you going? **suicide trigger, posted by wishingstar on January 25, 2007, at 12:58:44
> What keeps you going in your darkest moments?I have no idea. Maybe despair makes me incompetent? I have tried to kill myself before but keep waking up in the hospital. I've read that women are more unsuccessful at suicide than men because they choose less lethal methods. I have no idea how to get a gun and can't jump off a building because I am afraid of heights. The ways I tried to kill myself were too slow, I guess, and fate intervened? The thought of possibly being hospitalized again is a major deterent. I'd have to make sure I did it right and my thoughts are so disorganized it takes a lot of effort to even begin to think the process through.
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