Posted by MidnightBlue on January 26, 2007, at 10:15:13
In reply to Re: what keeps you going? » wishingstar, posted by Daisym on January 26, 2007, at 0:00:45
Daisym,
You said:
> He asked me today if I'd consider the hospital. I said absolutely not. I wanted to remain in control of my life until this passes or until...well, whatever. So what keeps me here? Those slender threads of responsibility - mostly to my son. And believe it or not, a promise. I promised my therapist I would call him and at least give him the chance to talk to me first. I can't begin to imagine calling him at that moment, so I don't get to that moment. Which makes no sense really. I just don't want to hurt him or leave him thinking there was anything he could have done different. So...I'm really mad at him tonight for extracting the promise.
>
I've been there. I had the meds all counted out, but because I had PROMISED, I reached out and called my pdoc. The receptionist wouldn't put me through and he didn't call back. Desperate I called my pastor. For some miracle reason got right through. When I later saw my pdoc he was furious at the way his office had handled it and that person was fired.MidnightBlue
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