Posted by Iwillsurvive on March 20, 2007, at 21:24:21
In reply to Re: not great *maybe trigger* ? » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by sunnydays on March 19, 2007, at 10:34:11
> Not great. I was supposed to see my T today, but just got a message that he's out sick. He had left me a message over break because I asked him to, and he mentioned he hurt his back pretty seriously and was on painkillers, and he's not back at work yet. That in itself scares me because I want my T to be invincible, not someone who can get injured. And I already haven't seen him for a week and half because of my spring break, when I had been going twice a week, so this is really hard. And the secretary that called isn't very nice-sounding, so I don't like her. And I'm really sad. I've been having suicidal thoughts on and off all week. I don't want to call him because I'm worried I'll bother him, and he's injured, so I don't want to bother him at all. And I don't know whether it would be ok to call or not. I just so want to hear his voice and talk to him. I have been missing him so so much, and now I'm just so sad that I can't see him.
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> sunnydays*SD your T seems real sweet, I bet he wouldn't mind at all if you called. He won't answer the phone if he is not well, and if he's laying there bored, mebbe you will distract him. So it would be a good thing. I'm sure he has thot of you at some point. Yup, I'd say try and give him a call, you may or may not succeed, but try.
I send you good wishes.
Take care
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