Posted by muffled on July 16, 2007, at 17:10:32
In reply to Re: Needs, wants.....bleck » Dinah, posted by DAisym on July 16, 2007, at 0:58:55
> I WANT/NEED what I've found in therapy - someone who gets me, someone who cares that I have nightmares and someone who can tolerate my sadness. I think something inside me has been shaken awake and now it won't go back to sleep. This thing longs to feel cared for and safe and like I matter. My therapist has provided these things but now the limitations are so painful. I want it in IRL!
**Sigh.
I am married w/kids. But I the same...why????
Why we like this?
I won't let my T try to be there for me. She wants to be.
I dunno why I can't/won't let her be, why i hold her away?
Maybe its shame rearing its ugly head :-(
Mebbe its something thats not even possible for me.
Maybe I smart to leave going to T?
Hurts.
It all sounds SO hard.
Best wishes to all you guys.
Thanks for your honesty and good writings bout this hard hard subject.
M
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