Posted by sunnydays on July 18, 2007, at 8:45:48
I am so worried.... for no good reason. I asked my T to call me today, but I'm kind of unavailable most of the day, so I said he could leave a message. And then I called back and apologized profusely for bothering him and said I understood if he didn't want to call me back.
In our session yesterday at one little point I said, "My last T was really expensive," and he said, "You know you're getting a bargain here, right?" I said, "Yeah," and he said, "But I'm ok with it." It has me super freaked out that he really wants more money, and I think I may have to offer to pay more, even though he's been ok with this fee for two summers now (during the school year I pay the agency he works for).
And I got scared that I'm a disappointment to him, and that I'm not moving fast enough because he said that he didn't think it was the right time for my mom to come to a session because I'm still feeling dependant on her (and rightly so, he said) and that I'm still scared of her. And he meant it because he didn't want there to be negative repercussions or for me to get punished, but I got freaked out.
Ugghhh.... I need therapy for therapy.
sunnydays
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