Re: tomorrow is the day...

Posted by Dory on September 5, 2007, at 17:13:58

In reply to Re: tomorrow is the day... » Dory, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on September 5, 2007, at 9:16:14

Just very sad. Not a lot else to say.
Didn't go to work today.
i want to hide
i want to just go away
i wanted him to care
didn't expect hugs
just to care
to say something caring
wrap the little bird up tight
keep it safe
just wanted him to care
to give a rat's *ss
wanted him to tell me i'm not a bad person
wanted him to see the real me and tell me it was ok
now i want nothing from him
i'm not sure why i am going anymore
after an appt like this last one i would
normally be riddled with guilt and afraid
that he was mad at me. it's a bad, bad sign
that i am not. i haven't changed, it means
i don't care. i have walled myself off.
what would be so bad about him actually caring?
what would be so bad about him being gentle?
am i so repulsive that even he cannot express care or tenderness towards me?
sad. so very, very sad.

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