Posted by seldomseen on September 10, 2007, at 16:02:27
In reply to See T today - after the 'suck it up' comment, posted by seldomseen on September 10, 2007, at 8:07:42
I didn't say anything directly. Although he knew something was wrong.
I re-expressed how acutely alone I felt, even after talking to him and he did respond with the tenderness that I had come to expect from him.
We usually meet every two weeks, but he wants to see me next week - so I said okay.
I was just too tired and too needy to be confrontational. So I sucked it up like a good little girl and just let as much out as I could.
I still can't believe my boyfriend of close to a year just dumped me.
I still can't believe how my mentors abandoned me on my grant.
I still can't believe the reviewers liked it anyway. My brain has never let me down though.I'm kind of numb. Kind of sad and kind of just out of it.
Thanks for all of your support guys.
((((Babblefriends))))
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