Posted by star008 on June 6, 2008, at 17:44:21
Thanks to all of you who have been here for me.. I have had so little to give lately but i will try harder to support others too.. sometimes it is hard for me to give what i don't have.I told T i was embarrassed.. he understands but says of course there is no judgement..I thought about what you said Muffled about seeing a DID T and we talked about that too and decided that if we knew along time ago that I was DID that that would have been the way to go but at this point I don't want to switch T's has never worked with anyone like me so he has to learn. He would have picked up on it years ago if he had experience, i think. I would like to see a DID T just to see waht it is like to be understood. Sometimes I have to explain too much. This time was hard too and I stayed up all nite afterwards and ended up cutting by morning., (that is not something I do). I was just so sad or something?? I switched rapidly all through the session.. I don't think he noticed except for the really obvious one. I feel sucdh resistance even to working on things and getting better,. Does that makes sense?? I want to sabatage everything. Myabe an ikid?? I don't know.. It su*ks and I am confused.. I am okay today but don't know waht to do when I get stuck after sessions in one of my ikids..
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