Posted by muffled on June 8, 2008, at 11:22:50
In reply to Re: Saw T follow up ddnos blah » muffled, posted by star008 on June 7, 2008, at 16:01:22
> thanks muffled.. you make alot of sense.. i isolate too.. i know it is not good for me.. it would help if people were around like you who actually understood.;. most people would think people like us are nuts.. we know we aren't..
*LOL, sometimes I think I AM nuts!!!! BUT......I also think everybody else in this crazy world is too!! LOL!
Yeah, it sucks to hide it alla the time, or make excuses when you know you kinda messed up. Only my T's and me know bout the 'others'. Proly if I went off on a tangent and told other people, they would not understand and would try and explain it away. So I not tell them.>i forced myself to go out with a friend last nite. it wasn't all that much fun but it was nice to see her and it was good for me to get out of my own head for awhile. It would be more fun if I wasn't busy trying to contain ikids..
*Well good for you! I know its so hard to drag yourself out when you just wanto hide, so thats real good you went out. What about getting out in nature? That helps me ALOT. I love to hike somewhere where there are views. I just gaze away and get lost in the view.
My T and things I've read have said as far as ikids, to see if you can find them a job to do. Or if there is something that appeals to them, like drawing, or toys. None of mine seem to be into toys. My ikids are stuffed away, I gonna have to let them out eventually...
I guess if you are in a situation where the ikids COULD be OK to be around, maybe you could let them? Is there an older part that would like to help in managing them and keeping them busy? I guess I sound like a nut, but if it works....>i don't understand cutting..it seems like i did it so T would notice, like the kid wants attention and doesn't know how else to ask for it.. dmn it i hurt... that is kind of stupid..lol.. now i gotta go to wqork and ocver it up and say the cat got me.. hee hee.. oh the trouble i cause sometimes. thanks for being my friend muffled.. it helps swo much to have someone who know exactly waht i am saying
*Ya, I am trying to understand SI too. Thats one of the things I am to work on w/new T. I think there are a variety of reasons for me. As to WHO? I don't know, but I thinks there is more than one. I also am having the sneaking suspicion it may be an ikid sometimes, which kinda horrifys me somehow. But definately at times I get the sense that it is an ikids way of 'speaking' cuz it got no words...
Oh MAN excuses! This last one was on a nail(NOT!), the time B4 was a fence(NOT)....its sorta funny yet sad.
Last time I didn't take very good care and now wound is a mess :-( Mebbe its a good lesson for me to not do it again.
Anyhow, hope yopu can get a handle on depression, and ikids can settle some. Your T sounds like he OK.
Take good care.
Sorry if I sound like some kind of know it all. I know DD's are diff for everyone. I just know I like it so muuch when I can relate to others in this.
Thanks Star, you helping me by talking to me.
M
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