Posted by Partlycloudy on August 5, 2008, at 17:29:25
This is the first time that I've felt strongly that it's happening at a bad time for me. Too many things going on for me to process easily - I posted on the Social board about them.
She said I could call and leave a message and that she could call me back at some point when she was on a break during her trip - she was that concerned about how I was doing. I think I would rather do that than call the "on call" therapist, whom I've never spoken to.
I feel like I'm flailing here. Like I finally have gotten to the point in therapy when I've been able to tell her honestly when I'm not doing well, and the timing is such that her vacation came up just as I would have been seeing her more often. Just circumstances.
And of course, I turn to babble and this place is rather quiet. I'm so needy and that's not one of my more likable qualities about myself. I do look at my issues and problems and can't help but compare them to others who face much more serious things, and I feel so, well, inferior. (I've been using that word a lot lately. At least it's a change from loser.)
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thread:844380
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