Posted by Lemonaide on August 6, 2008, at 15:12:30
In reply to crisis....., posted by twinleaf on August 6, 2008, at 12:34:17
Hi twinleaf,
You are right, it feels like a crisis. My old T said he would see me but wanted to talk to my current T to find out what is going on in therapy with me, for me to want to see him a year later. I sent him a letter that spelled it all out, I don't know how it could have been more clear. So I signed a release form for them to talk to each other.
That took forever because my current T has been sick and in the hospital twice.
My current T wasn't going to tell me about my old T quiting the gym but yesterday he told me because I said that I still had to deal with seeing him in person at the gym. Then he told me, at first I was glad, but then I just emotionally collapsed because of it. I think it might have freaked out my T because he has seen me cry and upset, but I completely lost it, I couldn't breathe because I was hyperventilating because I was crying so hard. The sobs shock my whole body. I was chewing my thumb too, I don't remember being this upset ever.You know how in the old movies they would try to knock someone out of it by slapping them in the face or throwing water on them? Well it was like he was doing that, only verbally. The stuff he said, just made me more angry on top of being sad.
He finally did call me today and I am seeing him on his lunch hour. He said he didn't want me to sit with these feeling until my next session on Tues. He said this is something he thinks is best we do in person. So I guess I am going.
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