Posted by fleeting flutterby on September 11, 2008, at 18:33:35
In reply to Re: Flutterby and All....., posted by sassyfrancesca on September 11, 2008, at 8:10:30
> I apologize for not answering you (Flutterby) personally; I am not really technical here; so still trying to figure it out.<<<
---- No, I didn't mean that I expected you to answer me personally. I've been in a dark place mentally and I let that come out in the words I used to you-- I'm sorry for that.
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> I am very appreciative of getting responses (more than you know) from everyone....who responded (sometimes I print them off and read them from time to time); makes me feel better.
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> I try to answer almost every thread, and not very often am I acknowledged; it hurts...but i try to understand; being super-sensitive really bites, ya know??!!<<---Yes, it does bite. Not being acknowledged sucks. :o(
-- I am fine with a "blanket acknowledgement"- like-- "Thanks to everyone that replied"....
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> Hugs and Love to all, and I will let you know (sometime in December), what happens when I tell my t I cannot afford him anymore (my guess is that he will still see me, but I always prepare for the worst).
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> It doesn't help that I have been in love with him all of this time, either!<<---I have my fingers crossed for you! I agree with those that have said you should talk to him ASAP about it-- that will give you both more time to figure things out-- remember-- he is on YOUR side. :o)
Oh yes-- and that darn transference(hope you don't mind me referring to it as that).... I left my last therapist partly because of that! I couldn't stand seeing someone every week knowing I'll never really have him.... actually thinking we probably wouldn't even be compatible for that matter.... it was all too much emotion for me......
I sure feel for you-- my heart is with you.please take care and keep us posted, K?
flutterby-mandy
poster:fleeting flutterby
thread:850983
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