Posted by Wittgensteinz on January 17, 2009, at 13:51:13
Over the new year I worked very hard - I have some exams coming up - during the most of November and December I've been exceptionally motivated - I've been in a kind of positive 'bubble'. I felt good, optimistic about the future etc. Well for one reason or another that bubble has burst and I feel so depressed again, horrible :( It scares me actually because I need to stay focused but this depression really sucks the energy from me. I'm still working on my studies but feel dead inside. Why is it, when I start to feel better I just collapse again? I wish life could go a bit easier.
I'm not looking for any particular kind of response, just needed to share this - hope that's ok. I feel so alone with it. I should make an appointment with my pdoc again but I feel ashamed to admit that I feel so bad again - it's been 2 weeks now since the depression has crept back in and it's back to full strength - all I want to do is crawl into bed and hide. I wish I could be strong and manage on my own.
Witti
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