Posted by Nadezda on January 21, 2009, at 14:49:39
In reply to My bubble has burst, posted by Wittgensteinz on January 17, 2009, at 13:51:13
I hope I wasn't too cavalier in my earlier post. I know that feeling awful can be immobilizing and worse. If my response was to be encouraging, it's because I've seen so much strength and so many capabilities in you, and know that you're working hard and deserve to move forward.
I'm very sorry that you're feeling so discouraged, and want to hide. And I know how much one tends to beat oneself up with the thought of how strong and successful and in control one should be. I feel it too and it is impossible at times to be hopeful and to see the better side of things.
I hope you do feel better soon-- and that you can tell your T and pdoc enough so they can help you. I feel very sure that they'd want to-- and that even if your pdoc has seemed less encouraging that you want, that it doesn't mean that you can't do all the things that you've planned. You don't need to accept whatever his thought is, to accept the help he can give you. I mean, I know it's hard to ask- and harder because of some of the things he's said-- but you need and deserve someone you can look to when things get hard.
Nadezda
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