Posted by obsidian on January 23, 2009, at 18:36:26
In reply to Trigger**Trigger**Trigger, posted by TherapyGirl on January 23, 2009, at 8:39:37
> I'm nothing but triggers these days.
>
> I feel dead. I wish I was. I can't do this anymore, but I can't put my loved ones through a suicide either. I'm stuck. Stuck in my loser life, stuck with my brain chemistry, stuck on this earth. I don't want to play anymore.I'm so sorry that you're in so much pain. Please know that change is inevitable. I have felt this way, so absolutely bleak and despairing. Be gentle to yourself, be kind. You are not a loser. Please stay here, I appreciate your presence (ok, so I'm selfish ;-)
I'm barely emerging from these feelings right now. I have to take extra medication right now, it's just gotten too hard.
Is there something comfortable you can do for yourself?
poster:obsidian
thread:875582
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