Posted by InsideOut on June 21, 2009, at 7:21:11
There is the suggestion to introduce oneself this I find incredibly difficult. I entered chronic emptiness and pressed searchthis being how I stumbled upon this forum. How I stumbled upon my chronic emptinessI tripped over despair too many years ago and am now proceeding unsteadily in my existence. My dissociation offers respite from this life but adds to feeding this deepening sense of aloneness that resides at the center of my being. When with myself not dissociated I struggle with feeling, with the experience of emotion. I become frantic when I feeland so I self-harm and/or dissociate. Stupidly oh so stupidly I stopped taking my medication (excluding seroquelsleep is necessary!) several weeks ago without consulting my psychiatrist or informing my therapist. I just stopped I did not begin by reducing the dosage. I was, and yes, should be on 90mg Cymbalta and 150mg Lamectin. I suppose after 4 years of being on medication I just wanted to be okayto be okay on my ownbut I am not. I do realize what I need to do but this sense of failure is keeping me from admitting it into action. I suppose that I do not have any questions but some thoughts would very much be appreciated?
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