Posted by antigua3 on June 21, 2009, at 9:16:52
In reply to oh so stupidly ..., posted by InsideOut on June 21, 2009, at 7:21:11
Please don't think of yourself as "stupid". You are going through a hard time and you are reaching out for help. That alone qualifies you for being concerned enough about your situation to know that you need help.
I understand that great urge to quit the meds, to prove that we can be alright without them. For me, that's a sign that I need to stay on them more than ever, that I'm sabotaging myself in some way.
The lonliness is horrible, isn't it? I wish you didn't feel this way.
Take heart, though. You've made a step outward, and you seem to want to fix this. So call your pdoc, or whoever prescribes your meds, and get back on them, and find someone to talk to. Disassociation is such a difficult thing to handle, but you don't have to do this alone. There are lots of people here who can offer advice and suggestions.
I think you were very brave to post, and welcome to babble.
antigua
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