Posted by galkeepinon on September 6, 2003, at 22:22:24
In reply to Re: Drugs and Everything Is AOK......... » galkeepinon, posted by Sebastian on September 6, 2003, at 21:03:53
Hey Seb, I hear you!!! I didn't start smoking cigs til I was 29! Hated them my whole life~folks smoked~hated to be around it. Now I almost smoke 2 packs a day. And like you, still can't give em up, I love what they do too! Wonder 'what' that is?
I just know it is very relaxing for me and until I learn better ways of relaxing (and I've tried and know of a few) I guess I'll be killing my lungs. I write papers on the dangers of tobacco smoke, but I guess I won't take it seriously until I'm hooked up to a machine like the Marlboro man all fat and puffy~too bad so sad for me.
~That's Addiction!~
> I guess I can understand the addiction fueling your desigher to work!? I've done that for years! Only different. Started smoking pot taking acid, shrooms; sold the stuff to make money, very effective technique. Later I started getting real jobs, used the pot and alcohol as my driving force; smoked a pack of joints driving around my delivery truck, drank after work. Keep using the pot in other jobs just to get through the day. Eventualy I just gave up all the drugs, and stuck to my meds, and alcohol; This is how I got myself started in college. Finaly I gave up the alcohol, in excess. Just used my meds as the driving force. Thats what I do today, meds.. Unfortuanatly my other real driving force is ciggarettes, still can't give em up, I love what they do!
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> Seb
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