Posted by Impermanence on March 12, 2005, at 5:11:12
In reply to Am I Beyond Recovery?, posted by AMD on March 12, 2005, at 2:45:28
First of all AMD relax, its not the end of the world. You're going through withdrawals and you're paranoid and freaking out. It's likely the coke was cut with amphetamines which is not uncommon and would explain the persisting comedown. Coke is never cut with cyanide, for if it was you would have died instantly, the drugs market is all about making money and killing your costomers with cyanide is not very profitable!!!
The best thing you can do right now is rest, drink plenty of fluids and maybe get some decent food into you. You should be fine in a day or two. The worst thing you could do is go on another binge to feel better, thats asking for trouble and another two year habit. I'd advise you to talk to someone. Most people fall off the wagon now and again, it's no big deal unless you make it a big deal so just get back on the wagon. Keeping this to yourself is a sign that inside you secretly don't want to give up the opportunity to get another few grams up your hoover!!! It's your choice, nobody can stop you but talking to family or a professional shows you think you really did make a mistake and you want to learn from it.
My God cocaine is morish, its in a few days when you're back to normal that you'll have to really watch yourself. Believe me it's not worth it, talk to someone man and look after yourself. Whatever you choose, good luck.
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