Posted by Estella on July 31, 2006, at 5:22:11
In reply to Re: Giving up cigarettes » Estella, posted by Declan on July 31, 2006, at 2:19:59
> If you can feel nice inside you don't want to kill yourself. You can want to look after and care for yourself like you would for any other living creature.
I guess... I wouldn't say I've quite gotten to that point. I think it is more about... If you start caring for yourself then maybe the good feelings will follow. And emphesema (I really should learn how to spell), well hopefully that won't.
I used to really get into Camus and Sartre (plays) and Beckett. That kind of literature. I kind of snapped out of it though. Not sure what happened. My mood picked up I guess. Or maybe my snapping out of it was what made my mood pick up. I feel a lot better (I think) for not dwelling on those ruminations intentionally. Hard enough to avoid them at times, no point prolonguing it. I don't know. Maybe smoking is a bit like that. I don't know.
5 today and it is 8.20pm. I think I'm going to have a nice hot shower and... Do some work. Or maybe do some work related reading.
Night night Declan.
Hope you sleep well.
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