Posted by lymom3 on January 10, 2007, at 17:30:02
In reply to Re: Love Conquers All, posted by fayeroe on January 7, 2007, at 10:28:49
He went to rehab Monday. I can't even be relieved because I'm dreading when he gets out. I know that I have babied/enabled him too much and helped make him dependent rather than independent. I really hate to say this but it is so serene without him there that I really don't want him back when he's out. I don't know if they have placement services such as a halfway house or something but I think that both of us need to be separated from each other. I don't know if I can survive taking him back and I don't think that anything would change.
He's always had problems getting jobs even though he is quite intelligent...more trouble keeping them when you are ADHD and on drugs. I am going to go to a NA meeting that is for families tonight. I'm sure I'll end up crying some more and embarrass myself...I'm getting good at it.
If I would have known that kids could hurt this much I would never have had them. It kills me to see him hurt so much and for me to feel like my life is falling apart around me too. Thanks for the moral support...I can use all that I can get.
Lisa
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