Posted by Cynthia M on May 20, 2000, at 12:45:33
In reply to Raging ( some ideas to hopefully help), posted by Janice on May 19, 2000, at 17:50:47
Janice - Thanks so much for the help and the interest... I have found that I don't remember half of what occurs during my rages and usually am shocked at the amount of force I am able to exert... I would agree with your assesment of sezuire like activity.... I would also agree with the idea of possible mania at this point... I had labs drawn on tuesday and was told yesterday that they still did not have results back...... right....... anyway I am tired of being at the mercy of these people... I fully understand the importance of staying on the right meds but I am tired of the ridiculous psychotherapy that is doing nothing to help the situations Ifind myself in.... I think that walking is probably more effective and more theraputic... I am so bored with myself!!! I need to cultivate other interests that don't revolve around the mental health building.! I should find out about the meds levels sometime next week.... until then i have to stay away from there since I feel like I have set myself up for another 5150 by revealing the self injurious behavior..... Hey , I didn't cut yesterday, first day in a long time, maybe today will work out as well. Thanks again, Cyndy
poster:Cynthia M
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