Posted by jay on April 29, 2002, at 2:54:17
In reply to Re: LSD and Antidepressants.. » jay, posted by BarbaraCat on April 28, 2002, at 13:02:16
Thanks very much all for your kind and honest responses. I know, it really is kinda stupid risking messing up myelf more, as I have had such different experiences in the past...some good..some horrible..some great. I think inside myself, I still honestly don't feel I have reached the plain of happiness and insight I want..kinda far from it. Maybe I am sorta looking for that chunk of insight, or whatever, and acid provided it once before, and a few times on shrooms. But, I have had my bad trips also, but even still, it's like I crave those good ones. Hell, I think about them so much. They are like those moments of clarity, where life is just this 'nothingness', a serene ride and you can say anything and it makes such sense.Maybe I am in a bit of danger, and should try to get myself feeling much better and *then* I can decide if I wanna indulge. I appreciate your posts, because I don't think I would have come to that conclusion without thinking more about my current state. I sometimes think, "well...what have I got to lose??", and remember the hells of the deep, depressive and sometimes suicidal hangovers, even after a good time and trip. It's like it takes me a few weeks to recover *sometimes*...and again may not be good to risk. Well, anyways thanks again, I have some thinking to do. I never have been this way about most drugs, as I just did them and didn't give a f**k. Maybe that's gotta change.. Thanks
Jay
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