Posted by denise1966 on August 28, 2005, at 14:06:19
In reply to Terrible Feelings, posted by felixbabble on August 27, 2005, at 18:03:27
Hi,
I know exactly how you feel, infact have been feeling just like you for the past week or so. Have been dragging my nail across my wrist just to see if I could actually have the nerve to slash them but problem is I don't.
Anyway, what I find really helpful for lifting my mood is 10mg of Zyprexa just when I'm feeling really desperate. I took 10mg of Zyprexa on Friday and whilst it didn't lift me out of it straight away, it really helps over the next few days. God knows where I'd be without it, although I do sometimes wonder if he/she actually exists.
The Zyprexa, takes away the suicidal ideations for me, helps me think more rationally and gives me a breather from the really bad thoughts and feelings.
Trouble is by next Friday I know I'll start to go down again, not a nice way to exist really. That is if the Nardil doesn't do anything and I don't think it will but that's me being negative.
Anyway, I hope you feel better soon and just to let you know you are definately not alone. And if we still both feel the same way next year and hopefully we won't, we can both jump off a cliff hand in hand :-)
Denise
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