Posted by felixbabble on August 30, 2005, at 3:39:16
In reply to Re: The good news is ..., posted by Declan on August 29, 2005, at 19:41:26
> Well this has been said before, but we're presented with a happy shiney people world out there. My feeling about what you said, you know fu@$ed up, was welcome to the club. I don't know, if we can try to be kind and good to each other, that's enough for me.
> Declan
I know I am not the only one who feels this way. I don't need to join the club I have been a standing member for a while.I dont know if that "shiney people world" exists for me. I cannot delude myself into thinking it does. I have seen some people treat others terrible for no reason other then they could. I know we have all seen this in different ways.
I hope that world is out there. I just cannot see it right now.
I talked to my mother tonight, not about this stuf, but just in general and it made me feel good, for a little while. I just hate how fast those feelings fade these days.
I think the worst part of Bipolar is the dissapointment. The feelings go up and its like wow, i can do anything, I am gonna be over this soon, I can handle whats going on and BOOM. I drop lower then i have been before. After a while you just stop trusting your own feelings other then the bad ones. I guess we all go through this it just sucks
Thanks for the words declan, maybe one of us will get out of this
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