Never Enough

Posted by 10derHeart on September 25, 2005, at 16:37:37

I can almost never just eat
Part of something
Not a little bit
Not a few
Not some
Not a serving
No "saving some for tomorrow"
Not "just a bite"
Nope.
Has to be
A lot
All of it
Finish it
Go back to it
Every bite
Every little bit
It's sickening.
I hate this behavior.
But apparently not enough to change it :-(
The discomfort of
Control, portions, stopping
Is worse than what I'm doing to
Myself, my body, my weight
Apparently.
My T. and I both know
I'm trying to fill up some
Bottomless pit of need
Duh. I figured that one out
On my own long ago.
So what now?
Too weak to stop or change.
I'm disgusting.
I hate this :-(
(why does writing about this hurt so much?)

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Never Enough 10derHeart 9/25/05
why does writing about this hurt so much? » 10derHeart crazy teresa 9/25/05
Re: Never Enough » 10derHeart Racer 9/25/05
Re: why does writing about this hurt so much? » crazy teresa 10derHeart 9/26/05
((safe cyber hug)) (nm) » 10derHeart ButterflyHigh 9/26/05
Re: Never Enough » Racer 10derHeart 9/26/05
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