Posted by RealMe on October 6, 2007, at 23:26:27
In reply to Re: Binge Eating » sadone, posted by Poet on September 28, 2007, at 11:22:57
Gosh
I starve both especially anxiety. But then I don't binge. I starve myself and vomit and used to exercise like run 10 to 15 miles per day. Hah. I can't even run one mile now since my cervical spine surgery and all the more reason I find it so irresistable at times to just stop eating even though intellectually I know that does not cause weight loss. So, I ate a bowl of Wheaties today and so I was good. Before yesterday therapy I went for almost a week again not eating and just drinking diet cokes and water and unsweetened fruit juice. I felt that was good enough. Did not tell T. He will just say he thinks I should see his dietician. Sh*t why does he have to be an eating disorder specialist as well as a trauma specialist. I did not know he was an ED specialist when I first saw him. I just knew he had worked with people who had been abused. Okay; I have to go to bed. Tomorrow is another day. Maybe I will actually eat more than a bowl of cereal, but I have to be careful. The bowl of cereal left me rushing to sit on the toliet all day. What the heck!!! And no; I did not use any laxatives.
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