Posted by LastDyingWish on July 23, 2004, at 0:52:40
In reply to ((((((Thunder)))))))) (nm), posted by gardenergirl on July 22, 2004, at 0:27:12
You know what else.. Ive neve lost someone that I was close to.. Thunder is probably the first time Ive really hurt over a loss. But I view life differently now.. When i die someday, which has always seemed scarey to me.. a very lonely feeling. But all that I have loved will pass with me, or are waiting. Everything from my time, the people, teachers, family, friends, we all go together. I remember being with some friends at a high school pool and we were all afraid to jump off of the high dive, " you first", " no, you first" Once everyone else goes its alot easier. So what would life be like without all that I have loved ? That would be lonely. Instead, well all be in the pool, together. I love my time, my people, this moment, and it gets to come with me. I guess the scarey thought is that life is going to go on with out me, but its not like that at all. Life, is the people and things that I love. Plus, in a way, Ill be with Thunder again. I dont know, that the best i can do to explain it.
JS
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