Posted by Deafmom on July 17, 2004, at 8:12:51
In reply to Re: I'm in love with my therapist, posted by Jadah on July 16, 2004, at 20:54:43
I understand completely. That's why I posted the fact that, regardless of all the negative factors, I still wish for it. I would take him up on it any day and I find myself obsessed with thinking of him. I need to figure out a way not to be so needy of him, but it's hard. I feel so empty in life and he is the only one who makes me feel good. I have DID (mulitple personality), Borderline PD, PTSD, psychotic depression and Avoidant PD. I am very reclusive and scared of people. I am also completely deaf....self-inflicted (two alters faked hearing tests until they got a surgery-hungry doctor to sever both auditory nerves). He is hearing, but signs, so he can hear the variations of my voice when I switch and he's just really wonderful. I understand how you feel as much as I possibly can. People can tell me not to let it happen, but, to be fully honest, if it was possible, I would jump on it (no pun intended). :v)
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