Posted by Susan47 on January 26, 2005, at 20:14:56
In reply to I saw my Ex-T today, and I have it for him SO BAD, posted by Susan47 on January 26, 2005, at 19:25:16
Oh god it never ends, she says my last T was an excellent therapist. She wants to do Extensive Testing, ack, before we do any therapy, she says if I was having bad thoughts about my T (who is apparently a paragon of virtue, a pure and simple and very very effective therapist, all my words, not hers, she just gave the impression she thinks the WORLD of him, hm, maybe she loves him too hah!)well if I was having bad thoughts about him then what the Heck is going on with ME? She doesn't want to be surprised by anything that come up, she wants to be ready, I wish I could remember what she said but integration strikes a chord.
Ew, ew, I'm so nervous I can't think. She says I sound like a completely different person than the one she spoke to last week, she's concerned, omigod I'm scared, I told her I didn't want this therapy to hurt my confidence more than help it. I hope she was paying attention.
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