Posted by Dinah on December 8, 2005, at 18:55:16
Something's come up that may necessitate my moving out of driving range of my therapist. Ordinarily it might not have necessitated that, but given the realities of post-Katrina life, it very well might.
I'm really really really upset about it for many reasons, but mainly (to my shame) because of the possibility that it may destroy my therapy.
My therapist said he'd be willing to try phone therapy, but reminded me that he's just not as good on the phone. :(
Anyway, this is nothing that will occur anytime soon. It could be months before I know anything. But it's nothing that I or anyone involved can do anything at all about. Which seems like a good time to ask for prayers, good wishes, good vibrations, or whatever anyone might be able to offer for the next few months.
I don't want to lose my therapist. Even if this time it's not his fault or even his responsibility. :(((
I told him today that I just wanted to hurl myself on the floor and grab hold of his knees and hold on for dear life. He snorted with laughter, and said that although I may not be able to engage in the physical manifestations of my distress, I could talk to him about it with words. Of course, I just couldn't find the words to express my distress. :(((((
I guess I just have to hope that this all turns out the right way.
poster:Dinah
thread:587044
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