Posted by fairywings on December 9, 2005, at 13:37:25
In reply to Re: How do you hide it?, posted by happyflower on December 9, 2005, at 11:26:38
> I was doing fine, until the after Thanksgiving, it is harder and harder to put on a happy face for the kids when I am totally miserable being with my DH. I just want to go outside and scream at the top of my lung, I need love, I want love, why doesn't anyone love me? I have a huge heart of love to give, why doesn't my DH want me? What did I ever do? It is getting harder and harder to hide my feelings.I'm so sorry hf, ((((hugs))). You are very loveable, and deserve to be loved. Those are great things to tell your T, I"m sure he'd be great with helping you. I can feel what you're feeling by the way you put it here.
> I totally relate to what you feel FW, I am going through it. I have my tree up, the kids kinda of forced us to do it. BUt there are a ton of boxes of stuff that needs to brought out and decorated. But they just stay there unopened, making me feel even worse.The guilt is overwhelming, isn't it?
>I used to love this time of year, but this year, I just want to pull the covers over my head until it is all over.
Hibernate? Me too.
>Life sometimes really suck. I guess we can make it together day by day, FW. Email me all you like, I sent you one yesterday. Keep in touch, and we will make it.
We will, and thanks hf, you're the best.
fw
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