Posted by Frida on December 9, 2005, at 17:10:37
In reply to Re: totally losing it here :*** ( *warning**, posted by happyflower on December 9, 2005, at 14:15:34
Dear Happyflower,
Thank you so much for your post and reaching out to me. I'm writing this in tears. :-(
I feel very frustrated with myself because I lost so many precious times to tell and now she's leaving for a long time. I truly missed so many opportunities.
The last time she was away she gave me a book that she loved and that helped me. What I'm really scared of is of losing myself completely. It truly took me a long time to trust and I haven't been able to let go and cry with her and I wish I could accomplish that before she goes. I can't stop crying when I'm alone- and I truly feel the need to tell her more of that so I'm not alone with it..
I haven't heard from her yet...if I don't hear from her, I'll see her on Friday :-(
thank you for being there,
I'm very scared.Frida
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