Posted by happyflower on January 4, 2006, at 7:02:52
In reply to Re: I give up (a really long response - sorry), posted by tryingtobewise on January 3, 2006, at 23:36:08
I am not working out today, I feel too tired, and I don't want to run into Dr. *sshole. I think I will go later to the gym when I know he won't be there. It would just be too painful to see his face right now, especailly if he ignores me. I can't take the rejection. He has really hurt me and I don't know what to do with the pain. Why is he doing this to me? What have I done to make him want me to hate him? I am so confused.
I really thought we had a good relationship. But I guess he was right he is a good liar, like he said. He has lied about everyhting. He doesn't want to work with me and doesn't even like me, he can't pretend anymore. He just wants to bag me up and take me to the curb so the trash people can haul me away to the dump. I have never felt so rejected in my life.
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