Posted by muffled on July 22, 2007, at 15:34:02
In reply to shut down, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 22, 2007, at 14:28:29
Ahhh LL, I'm sorry you so stressed and messed :-(
Stress does THE strangest things...
*Could* it be the meds? I dunno, mebbe in part.
Maybe you could take this post of yours into p-doc and T ?
And Ozland is right. Its proly best if SOMEhow you can distract and not wallow in this daze. IF thats possible. I just find being around others helps me tone down. I am fortunate as I can goto sisters and just sit. I don't need to 'perform', I just sit, and if I wanto converse I can, or not.
I know your in a new place and its hard.
I dunno, maybe phone a friend?
Or can you function well enough to goto a trusted friends back elsewhere?
You are in a mega stress situ, in so many ways, so this mind stuff of yours really isn't so strange considering.
Are you able to knit?
Or focus on the TV?
Or watch ducks swimming?
Again hosp is not great, but if you could consult w/poc maybe there is an outpatient day program in your area? Something to get you out and interacting, and yet feeling safer cuz of being observed?
Or short term inpatient until meds can get tweaked better?
Then mebbe day program?
This is such a difficult time for you LL, you proly could use some extra support.
Wish you wasn't so far away, then you could sit in my kitchen and spout LL'isms all day and I wouldn't mind. And if you felt you were floating away I would hold your hand. I could check on you occasionally to see where you were at.
Is there any chance you could do some real low key volunteer work? Or are you already?
Damn, wish there was more I can do for you.
Please take extra special care of you.
ASK for help if you need it.
Muffled
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