Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 23, 2007, at 10:09:56
In reply to Re: le violon » OzLand, posted by Phillipa on July 22, 2007, at 22:01:12
yeah, so I spent yesterday evening doing a mental catalogue of all of the injurious potential of my household belongings. did a few cuts too, shaped like a star and a moon. or a pentagram, depending on how many head shops you've been to. which I haven't done since? march? I dunno. bad. just wanted to feel something.
told my H i was having a really hard time, and he (just as predicted) got all defensive, like I was blaming HIM for my bad time. nope, not at all. just a few suggestions for him to hug me more. which he did oblige to.
And a first in our marriage. today I got breakfast in bed. Nutrisystem flakes, 2 soft boiled eggs, a pot of green tea. He gets 5 gold stars for that.
I don't think there's any coffee or sharp blade in this world that will get me out of the haze. just trying to put one foot in front of the other and not fall down these precarious capecod stairs. I'll try not to bother y'all anymore. not worth the bother.
-Ll
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