Posted by muffled on July 23, 2007, at 20:54:09
In reply to Re: (((((LL)))) suicide triggers. good news » muffled, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 23, 2007, at 15:28:46
I'm glad you did a Llurpylist :-)
You good at those.
I hope you can be OK with haze some now.
Just be careful a bit, cuz when you in the haze, if its like mine anyways, well, your judgement and physical sensations may be at bit off at times. There is a small part of me that would know what was going on, but it wasn't able to do much. So anytime you even think you going down a bad road, please stop, and get some help from hubby or T or emerg or whatever.
The haze can be sneaky.
Thats if its like mine.>don't have the guts. have no idea how he'd react. he's new to me. scared of getting some reaction like "we'll have to talk about this on Friday. I have to go now" or "can you talk to pdoc (who I don't quite jive with right now) about this? I think it's a medical issue" or "Llurpsie, you are a very accomplished person, and you don't need to ______ to prove ______. I care about you [barf] etc"
**Sigh. Its HARD. You got SO much change :-( going on.
I think you will just have to try it out and find out what he says. You are in a hard place right now, and T knows its not forever, so I'm sure he is just fine with giving you extra support as needed at this time.
Guess the fallback is, is if for some reason he just is useless this quieT, then if you desprate you could proly call your old T for guidance in the moment.
And remember babble is here too for you.
It turns out we can't go until Thursday at the earliest now.
So I am around for a bit more.
Please try and find even a moment or two of quietness in a peaceful way.
Thinking of you,
M
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