Posted by wishingstar on September 14, 2007, at 1:24:39
In reply to Re: cant stop crying today » wishingstar, posted by Dory on September 12, 2007, at 19:52:16
thank you everyone.. really.. for responding to me. I had a pretty pointless session with T today. Didnt hurt, but didnt help either. What's new. But I'd pulled myself together and even tohugh I was still upset, I was functioning and doing better than yesterday. Well, bf is here again right now. It's 2:30am. Evening was just fine.. nice. Wont get into details of what happened later but he really has hurt my feelings.. again. Am I really just this unimportant? I want to be special enough that someone can stay awake 2 minutes.. literally, 2 minutes... for me.. no. I HATE THIS. He's sleeping not even five feet from me right now and I'm sitting here with tears coming down my face yet again.
I will respond individulaly to some of the earlier responses later. I read and really appreciate every one. I'm just not in a good place to respond right now.
Me and bf are going somewhere tomorrow and wont be back until evening on Sat. I doubt I'll be able to come online before then. I'll try though.
So sorry...... if only I was a little prettier, a little more interesting, a little less crazy and needy...
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