Posted by sharon7 on January 27, 2009, at 14:44:02
In reply to Re: I wish I hadn't cancelled my appointments )o: » sharon7, posted by Dinah on January 27, 2009, at 14:01:50
Thanks, Dinah. I don't even know if she knows I canceled my appts. I just left a message and the girls in the front office deal with that. I don't know if she's even informed when her patients cancel. I think I'm mostly embarrassed about what the girls in the front office will think of me (dumb, I know.) Another thing is, I really need to decide how I'm going to talk to her about whether she's willing to work through the whole transference thing with me so that does not continue to be a issue. And how when I sense her treating me differently, I internalize that and that's why I had the meltdown I did last week. Well, I think one thing is clear... staying away is only going to delay the treatment, huh? Cuz now when I do go back, she's probably going to want to know why all I could do was cry last week. I guess that'd be a pretty good jumping off point! (o:
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