Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 14, 2020, at 20:24:50
In reply to Re: time and times, posted by alexandra_k on December 30, 2019, at 17:55:44
thanks alex :)
i once and while will post these posts, but .. i think being alone, it makes survival mode. So, i've been away from people for a long time. And during that time i just started growing in my thoughts and ideas. Realized you have to be who you are, and being alone yet making creativity and ... i don't know a surge of brilliance once a while, ill do. I'm not boasting at all, this is not say wow, but i have many social media pages that i have enriched with photos, and discussion forms. But i don't actually interact with anyone, babble actually is the only place here for therapy, i don't have much money right now to see a therapist. And think seeing a therapist, it's paid compassion, like when i was in a hospital once time, there were nurses that were so nice to me, but i realized in their real life, is seperate. So it's paid compassion, "if someone helps someone and expects something in return, your doing business, not kindness" But that's i've learned even being alone and having my times of feeling lost, sometimes i just like to make myself look nice, even though there's no one around. I just like to make myself look nice, wear nice clothes, and sit and look out the window. I know, weird and .. a bit out there. But self fulfilment i think begins within, and not being able to talk with people.
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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