Posted by Doo on May 7, 2001, at 0:49:25
Hi there,
It's been a horrible week. I feel on the edges of psychosis. I can't express how hard it is for me to tolerate the ideas that come in my head. Ideas about life and death, that almost always tell me that the latter is the best way to go. Don't worry I'm not gonna do this. I just have to tell that it's so f***ing hard to have such self-destructive impulses, that seem to be there since I was a kid.
Well thank's for reading, i'm tired now it's 1:45 am. I'll get to sleep...
Doo.
poster:Doo
thread:5880
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