Posted by BarbaraCat on October 13, 2003, at 18:50:17
In reply to Re: Antabuse » BarbaraCat, posted by katia on October 13, 2003, at 17:37:02
Hi Ms. K,
>> Well, against doctor's orders, i've been decreasing the dep. quicker than what he wanted. The lam is still at25mg.
**Is your plan to try to go without Dep and try solo on Lam?
>>I am feeling slightly elevated, but it's ok. it's feels good.
**Yep, that's the ticket. Less meds, feel better. Put the drug companies out of biz. If only...
>>But come time to work tonight, I'll be irritable and pouty.
**What do you do for work? Just at night?
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> the belly dancing.....goodness. I haven't gone back yet, although I bought a month's worth of classes (time contingent) - so basically I've lost those classes and the $65 skirt is still wrapped up on a chair in my bedroom. I just forget when the time comes (ADD?) and miss the class. just another one of those great ideas at the time that are never followed thru' with.
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**Aren't we funny creatures? If I had 100 more years to live I wouldn't begin to put a dent in all my great ideas and plans and materials lying around still in their shrink-wrap. I wonder very strongly about ADD. I know that ADD isn't cyclical but an all the time thing, and I do have stretches where I'm focussed and organized. But I've heard that there's a real strong suspicion that BP and ADD occur together more frequently than not and may be related. As if one isn't bad enough without having the other. But maybe BP looks and acts alot like ADD but isn't really.You know, I was musing the other day about when I was growing up, my room was always a mess. I wanted it to be orderly, I like order and how a neat room looks and feels. Every so often I'd do a whirlwind spit shine, lots of energy and directedness, but then it would slowly slip and I'd forget where I put things or how to manage the ongoing maintenance. I really don't know how other people do this kind of thing. I get very distracted with messes, but can't seem to change and it's especially puzzling because I really do appreciate lovely Zen-like calm surroundings.
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