Posted by katia on October 15, 2003, at 19:31:47
In reply to Re: Antabuse » katia, posted by BarbaraCat on October 15, 2003, at 18:55:24
Good to hear it Barb.
My mood is moving more into the irritable slightly depressed. I guess I"m still cycling....PMS, quiting drinking, cycling? what is it?I am afraid of the holiday season and may start taking that lesser "antabuse" one that you mentioned. just thru' Nov. Dec. Due to how hard it actually is to make the committment to stop and then do it, I can't indulge. Because once i start again, this soon into it, I won't stop again just b/c the holiday season is over and I won't have learned how to drink differently in the course of two months. I need two years I think for that. it trully sucks right now; hopefully I'll get over it. The holidays always suck for me anyway cuz' I'm normally alone(ish). I always managed by drinking my way thru' them (even when family is involved). It's a hard time. apart from when I'm happy and happily with family, I detest the holidays. i wish I could just depart away from the festivities and go to a culture that isn't doing that for two months. Maybe I'll survive.
take care,
katia
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