Posted by antigua on December 16, 2006, at 14:20:10
In reply to So close to falling in, posted by ClearSkies on December 10, 2006, at 23:13:37
I'm sorry I didn't see this earlier. I know exactly what you mean. This year the holidays are so very difficult for me. I want to drink and drink and drink it all away. But I can't. And it would just cause more trouble in the long run. But it doesn't make me not crave it. Then I have a pity party, why can't I play too? Everyone else is having fun. I do what you do, and just keep plugging away, day after day. I really want to get through this season without drinking. For myself and my children and husband. BUt I remember it's for me.
But it's so hard, I know.
I'm here with you.
antigua
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