Posted by NikkiT on May 24, 2000, at 14:31:41
In reply to sorry for the repeat--this one is different, posted by juniper on May 23, 2000, at 23:48:01
Well, last night was the worst, and i cut my left arm to shreds. i was alone, pc-less, panicked, and the sleeping pills I had just wouldn't kick in.
Finally, at 5:30am this morning I had to go out, as i knew if I stayed in I would only harm myself even worse, or maybe even worse than just hurting. And I managed to drag myself to work. I spent the day sitting at my desk, desperately trying to log onto this site, but unable to till now.
Anyway, I sent my husband a really long mail, and explained everything, and even told him about the cutting. He arranged to come home, which terrified me even more as I thought he would be so angry - but when he got home, he gave me the biggest hug, and has told me he's gonna help me throigh everything. I've also managed to get an appointment with the doc for tomorrow.
So, my husband is back here, hopefully gonna keep me on the straight and narrow.
On a good point though, my husbands brother and his wife had a baby boy this morning!! little whopper at 10lb 11oz!!
thanks everyone
nikki xx
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